Learning to live
   I turned 50 in December of 2021 and although everyone said that 50 is awesome...   I just wasn't feeling it.   Fifty.  I hated it. My dad passed when he was 45 and my mom passed when she was 52, can you see why I wasn't excited about crossing that 50's threshold.  As I put this blog post together, I am 51.2 years old.  I was in my early 30's when I created my very first blog.   The good ole days .   Looking back, I like to think that they were my prime years but realistically they were just as stressful as life is today.  It was just a different kind of stress.   I look back and remember that version of myself.  I was a good mom and I absolutely loved being mom to my two awesome girls.   I kept a part time job while my girls were in school (those tuition bills were killer) and l loved working at the local craft stores.  I was cute and fit and although I would take a beat down from the ...




